weird and sad

Can I ask you something?

Why does any kind of sexual or romantic encounter that I have doesn’t turn out how I want it? Why can I never get what I want? WHY THE FUCK DOSENT ANYTHING TURN OUT GOOD. Why do I even bother? And why aren’t you into me?

Like I thought you were gonna be cool bout this till u blew me off today

SICK AN TIRED OF NOT BEING RESPECTED AND NT HAVING MY FUCKING FEELINGS IN CONSIDERATION FUCK THIS FUCK YOU FUCK

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[tw: self-harm]

I wanna talk about why I hurt myself. in the almost 10 years I’ve cut, I’ve never cut to kill myself. but I feel like it’s a very visual type of pain. I feel like I only need to see cuts and blood on my body when I really really hate myself. other than that, if I’m just angry or…